Habit

Maybe it's time i should stop bathing at 11plus in the night.

If i change my bathing habit,

it might just alter my sleeping hours.

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I still remember vividly every time i return home, 

the first thing i would do is to go to your room and be greeted by your smiling face.

Now, when i return home i'm greeted by nothing but emptiness.

Emptiness in the room and my heart.

I miss you so badly. It has become my habit unknowingly.

12:39am

I think i need a new bed sheet.

Sweet dreams people, time to sleep.

:)

A message to my dad

爸爸，生日快乐! 

On February 12th, i lost the person dearest to me. It's been 2 months since you left and i've never stopped missing you. There is so much so much things going on in my life that i want to share with you and i will never have the chance to do so. 

爸爸 , towards you i have so much regrets and apologies. Especially so, i regretted not spending enough time during your last remaining days. I'm really sorry. 

And lastly, thanks for giving me the best of my 24 years.

I will be missing and loving you, always. 我很想你。我爱你。

Love,

虹霓